Part of my project, I just wanted to get it down so I have it on here, enjoy!

Evolution

I sit feet dangling with bows in my hair,
my best skirt and pink blouse on.
He is everywhere for me.
The tomato and cucumber told me so.
Everyday he is all around me and I feel him there.

There are 23 panels above my bowl cut hair.
Someone's voice calls me back to the front of the class.
A disruption to my day is all this is
and I begin to doodle on the desk.
Now twice a week I am aware of his presence.

A bribe, out to lunch a a trip downtown
gets me into the car.
My eyes grow heavy with the weight of the
early morning when I get a sharp elbow to the side.
To to get on my knees for nothing but my mother's smile.

The time is long passed when my eyes open
to the white roof of my room.
The car is gone and I am completely alone.
Now I feel like I know who I am,
nothing is there and it won't be forever.